Green Grass

So they say that the grass is greener on the other side but is it? Well, personally, I don't think so. I used to but I guess it was my naivety talking. I'm a teenager so I don't understand a thing, right? Wrong. Dead wrong.

The grass is not greener on the other side. It never was and never will be. Heaven is what everyone calls perfection. Everyone thinks that the best things are in heaven when they are very wrong. Is that why people commit suicide? They think death is better than life? Well, it's not. I know this because The grass is greener on this side. Not in heaven. Not in hell. Not after death. Life is green, beautiful, perfect. You may not believe I'm right but I believe so. I really do. I'm not just saying this because I can, I'm saying this because I'm not blind anymore. I see the light, and that light is my life.

Sounds like I'm dying but I'm not. I feel alive. Finally, I feel peace. It's funny because I used to think I could not live my life without him. Without Prince Charming. But guess what? He's not Prince Charming and my Knight in Shining Armor is out there. But if I don't believe that, then I can't live my life. I would believe that the grass is greener on the other side when he's on this side. So what am I going to do? Smile for that polaroid camera and live life. Not just live but feel Alive because the grass is greener on this side.