Brain Domination

The past two days have been dedicated to a specific person I like to call M.B. I didn't plan it, it just happened. I dream about him, I think about him. Every moment has been about him. I can't even concentrate on anything anymore. M.B. this, M.B. that. I mean, hell I fucking cried. I am so stressed out on this. Why do I keep thinking about him? Why do I keep dreaming about him? Why is he so important. I mean, his name is just there, in my head, tattooed into my brain. I can't get rid of him. And distractions don't work. This is coming from a person who gets distracted by watching something move side to side!

I was okay with thinking of him for the first few hours yesterday but now it's getting ridiculous. I have FINALS to worry about and I can't even concentrate on studying. People keep telling me to chill but WHAT DO YOU THINK I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO?! My gosh, I just need a minute to myself without M.B. playing on repeat in my mind. Just one moment alone, one moment with my mind being mine again.