Getting Over You with a Twist

I like M.B. That is obvious but I didn't exactly think liking him through. I mean, I understand that you don't choose the person you like but Maria is right. Liking him is a bad thing.

I'm afraid of losing him, very scared. I don't want one of my best friends to leave. I know that if I tell him that I like him, he'll reject me and our relationship will get strained. I can't let that happen but as Maria says, I already am hurting. I'll never have him and he is just there. So in reach but he's like sand slipping through my fingers. He's so close, he's so far. He's a star that I see every night but can never hold.

So what's better? Asking him and finding out whether he likes me back or not. Or leaving it the way it is? Because truth be told, having him as a best friend is better than not having him at all. But I already know he doesn't like me. He likes another girl, he told me so. And I wish I was her but I'm not so it's time to get on with my life.

So I decided to create what I like to call "Bye Bye DR". AKA "Bye Bye MB". The twisted part is, M.B. is trying to help me get over him because apparently he thinks I like one of his friends.