Apparently, nobody wants to talk to me. I'm not going to start crying and act all emotional whining, "Why doesn't anybody care about me?" because honestly, I don't care. In a way, I'm happy that no one IMed me or texted me or even called. Why? I know who to trust now.
I took this experiment as a way to find out who I could trust. I know, crazy right? I figured out who I could trust by waiting by my phone and computer all day long. Whoever IMed, texted, or called me were on the list. The list that would make it into my new life.
The new life starts next year. I guess you can say it's a New Year's resolution as it will start on the First of January. Basically, I'm not going to let people get close. I have let that happen and it tends to hurt. I'll stay the same old me, I just don't want to be as vulnerable as before. I don't, I won't be as needy because I am stronger than that.
This "new life" starts with one thing. Getting rid of M.B. and Bacon. That's the only way I can get through this alive, I need to know my priorities and guys are at the bottom of that list.
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