I, like everyone, has dreams about the person I like but usually it only happens once. Then, I never dream of them again. But see, whenever I do have another dream about them, that means something significant happened. If I dream about them more than once per night, that means something very dramatic happened and I can't sleep until its either over or fixed.
So last night, I dreamt about M.B. He was there in all of the dreams and in all them, I was crestfallen, I was hurt. Why? Because for some reason, although he was in the dream, he wasn't with me. It was like we were both in the dreams but living two separate lives. That's something I don't want. I can live without not having him, but not talking to him? That's a different story. I need him in my life as my best friend. My safety net, my fallback pillow. I mean, there are some things that my other best friends don't know about yet he does. I just can't have him leave me. What if these dreams showed the future?
Is he going to leave me soon? After this project, will he completely leave me? I can't have that, I don't want that. That's too much for me to handle. I need him. M.B., please don't leave me.
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No offense, but you sound too needy and clingy. It's not like it's going to be the end of the world if he leaves you. You still have your besties and friends. I mean, come on . . . you're being over-dramatic. He's just a CRUSH! I bet if he really does leave, you'll find somebody else and forget all about him. Just like what it says in your profile, "easily gets over them and never likes a person long enough". You said it yourself remember. So, put a SMILE on that face and be HAPPY!!! Don't let boys get you down, especially the ones who aren't worth your time and attention.
ReplyDeleteThanks, it's nice to hear that. It's refreshing after all my friends laughing at me..
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